Hello, I have a complex question:
- I'm 37 years old, I'm a cripple and for 7 years I've been struggling with unimaginable pain after (in my opinion) unsuccessful spine surgery just 7 years ago, I've already managed to get out of Oxycodone addiction 2x, now I have morphine patches (for me it's one s**t), I started head therapy because I live in constant pain - lack of patience for anything, lack of motivation, lack of positive thinking, desire to die, etc... I'm currently using Sandoz Buprenorfine Patches 5microgram/h, for pain and depression I have Amitriptyline HCI Stridrs 50mg/day, for ADHD I have Dexamfetamine 30mg/day, for sleep problems and general constant jitters I have Quetiapine 100MG/day, and since yesterday I got Xsanax 2mg/day... So my question: How much Xsanax or anything else can I take MORE or LESS to stop living in a panic attack that has been going on for months (that's the most accurate way to describe it – a panic attack that has been going on for months), what can I do to help myself? To stop shaking from stress/nerves? To relieve yourself somehow? 7 years of pain, 7 years of loneliness, 7 years of fear and 7 years of death desire... I did not add that I live in the Netherlands and unfortunately due to the state of health for 7 years I can not come to Polish, even for a weekend because it is physically impossible, for seven years I feel like in prison with self-taught instead of doctors...
So a quick question for Specialists or Experienced People - HOW CAN I HELP MYSELF WITH SUCH MEDICATIONS and living in the Netherlands and having only "Ignorant Magicians" at my disposal who give 50mg of paracetamol per day for everything... ADVISE WHAT TO DO because the medical service in NL is just SSIE.
PS: I've been still struggling with physical pain after surgery for 7 years, which in itself calls into question the competence of doctors in this country (the Netherlands).
Please give me ANY sensible answer.