Hello, I realize that my question may be very absurd, but I suffer from an anxiety disorder and despite knowing that some things don't work that way, my mind doesn't want to cooperate.
Last week my boyfriend and I got a little carried away, we were mostly rubbing against each other (or rather he against me) with the difference that we were wearing clothes. One night I had pajama pants, he had boxer shorts and pants the same, and the next day there were even more layers because I had underwear with a small insert. While I've already read that there's no way for anything to seep through the materials (even if there were moments when my boyfriend pulled his penis out from under the materials), I'm stressed out that the second night my boyfriend adjusted his penis a few times and then slipped his hand into my pants to make me feel good. He's stressed that something might have been left on his fingers, although it wasn't like he slid them directly into me either. It rather took a long time before he got that low, plus from what I remember and he said himself, his hand was dry and that his boxers were dry. Nevertheless, as I mentioned, my fear does not leave me alone and although I am aware that it is not so easy to get pregnant, I am still very stressed. I usually take hormones for ten days a month because I have PCOS, but to make matters worse, I ran out of prescription this month and will take them late if I don't get my period next week. I will be grateful for any substantive answers, because I would like to calm my mind at least a little and understand that there is probably no reason for any panic at all.